Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Wiping Clean

You always tend to bring me back
No matter how hard I try to leave.
I start the break up with thoughts of perserverance and motivation
And I usually stay at that mindset for quite some time

But time after time, again and again I see you over yonder
Chillin with the homies
I think to myself, "Out of Sight, Out of Mind"
Wishing I was blind!!!

But nah...
You have a distinct aroma
That only you can wear
It's quite toxicating if you ask me
Reminding me of the good times and the bad
The ups and the downs
Even on a stroll around town...
You were still down

Despite the times we've had,
I feel I need to be the stronger one
To finally let go and take the next step
To take a deep breath
Instead of taking one step closer to death

I can forgive, but definitely won't ever forget
The relationship we once had has come to an end
I understand I've said this before, but I feel that this time is different
I've got a different mentality than before
Much more confident than you can ever realize
My heartrate is on a rise

Rising because i'm turning a new leaf
Wiping clean like a towelette
I say bye to you, ...my Cigarette

3 comments:

12FV, RFV said...

hell yea! ive been off since october 08! u dont know how hard it is to just chill with everyone else smoking cigs!

s d v said...

yaaaay!! you can do it, homiee!! :]

side note: really wishing you could be in Beygus w/us! in spirit, my friend.. in spirit! (and maybe in the form of a bottle of Jack) >:] hahha

!Empower! said...

siiiick. haha, I was trying to figure out the whole time reading what you were talking about, dope dope dope, you got this mayn!